Up until about a month ago, I’ve been getting up around 5:30 a.m. on most weekdays to exercise. Since the weather has gotten colder, I’ve haven’t been heading to the gym. I recognize that things are frozen outside right now, and I am feeling super Hermit and that is OK and I give myself grace.
In the morning when I am not exercising, I’ve been exercising my braaaaain. Every morning I have coffee. I choose a tarot deck. I put on some music. I read a paragraph or a chapter from a book. I might light candles or incense or I might just go at it dirty (heeey ohhh).
This morning I knew I wanted to honor MLK, Jr. Day. I read his letter from Birmingham jail in its entirety. I had never done that before. While I’ve been honoring the freeze outside, feeling in tune with my body needs, I knew I should honor this, too. It ain’t always about me, me, me, motherfuckers! The day exists for reverence, for reflection, for understanding. Before I pulled two cards for today’s intention, those words—so relevant today and some likely uncomfortable for a lot of people—were informing the entire intuitive process of reading my cards for the day.
First position (What’s today’s intention?): The Wheel of Fortune / Second position (How can I honor that?): Seven of Pentacles
Interpretation: Despite “fate,” you hold the power and fire inside to fight for what is right. To deny what seems to be imposed. The cycle for justice will continue because life moves in circles /// Honor accomplishments, celebrate small victories, and try not to get down when it feels like all the work is in vain. Give yourself credit.
In my (written) journal I realized that this is a matter of RESILIENCY. Today’s intention ended up as: BE RESILIENT.
And check how interconnected this shit is, y’all (WOO WOO HIPPIE SHIT)! But, the ground is covered in snow and ice. It’s really cold. But there’s seeds in the ground, is there not? Those seeds have an urge to GROW despite adversity. The deep freeze, the daunting motherfucking challenges are inevitable, but they are not impossibilities. They are not deal breakers. That snow will fucking melt. Those seeds will grow—maybe into a flower. Those challenges made the urge to grow stronger. RESILIENT. BE RESILIENT.