I am a paradox. An English major proofing for a law firm. I live my life in ambivalence.
I sometimes feel like I know everything, could take on anybody, am the most beautiful girl in the room, the best and most devoted wife. mother. friend…
Then at other times I feel like a hack, everyone else is out to get me, and that no one should love me because I am an ugly and inferior creature.
In other words, I am human.
I want to create, cook, sing, love, absorb. I want to manifest good stuff–but just be honest with myself while doing so.
I am constantly struggling for the balance somewhere inbetween and probably will be until I die.