I am a paradox.   An English major proofing for a law firm.  I live my life in ambivalence. 

I sometimes feel like I know everything, could take on anybody, am the most beautiful girl in the room, the best and most devoted wife. mother. friend…

Then at other times I feel like a hack, everyone else is out to get me, and that no one should love me because I am an ugly and inferior creature.  

In other words, I am human.

I want to create, cook, sing, love, absorb.  I want to manifest good stuff–but just be honest with myself while doing so.

I am constantly struggling for the balance somewhere inbetween and probably will be until I die.


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